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Kim Kardashian has opened up for the first time all about her 'lonely marriage' to Kanye West.
The spills came as Kim sought the help of a therapist in the final ever episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians after admitting she was cracking under the pressure.
The Skims mogul said she thought she could be content living in a separate state to the rapper, explaining that they'd 'never been happier' than when they were apart, but she realised she wanted more from her life.
In the scenes filmed in October, three months before she filed for divorce, Kim laid bare the reasons for her marital crisis.
"I just want total happiness," she began.
"I just feel like I've worked so hard in life to achieve everything that I've wanted to and I've lived up to my expectations and achieved 10 times more than what I thought was humanly possibly, but I don't have a life to share that with," the mum admitted.
Kim Kardashian admitted her marriage to Kanye was 'lonely' and she had nobody to share things with
"Am I just going to sit here and think, 'OK my kids fulfill me and I'm good?' I never thought I was lonely. I just thought that was totally fine, I can just have my kids."
She continued: "My husband moves from state to state. I'm just on this ride with him and I was OK with that.
"And then after turning 40 this year, I realised like no, I don't want a husband that lives in a completely different state."
Kim and Kanye were living in completely different states towards the end of their marriage
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Kim then admitted that while she is privileged in many ways she felt she was missing out on the little joys in life by not having anyone to share things with.
"I want someone that we have the same shows in common. I want someone that wants to work out with me," she explained.
"It's the little things is what I don't have. I have all the big things. I have the extravagant everything you could possibly imagine and no one will ever do it like that. I'm grateful for those experiences but I think I'm ready for the small experiences that will mean a lot."
Kim said she was hopeful she would find love again after filing for divorce
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Kim's mother Kris Jenner was seen comforting her daughter as she said it 'broke her heart' to see her unhappy.
"I want her to be joyful and have the best relationship that she can possibly have. She has four beautiful kids so I just want them to be happy," said the momager.
"I'm numb. I'm tired of that. But I do know that I will be happy," Kim explained. "I didn't come this far just to come this far and not be happy. Remember that."
"You a very strong girl and you seem to handle everything really calmly," Kris told her.
"Calmness is my superpower," laughed Kim.