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Grieving Safiyya Vorajee says every day is getting harder and harder, six weeks on from baby Azaylia's tragic death.

The tiny eighth-month-old passed away in April after a brave battle against a rare and aggressive form of leukaemia.

Safiyya and Ex On The Beach star Ashley visit her grave daily and she says she "feels like I am being tortured mentally".

The mum says it's getting harder with every day that goes by, not easier.

The 33-year-old asked her 1.1million Instagram followers to fire questions at her last night.

One simply asked suffering Safiyya 'how are you?'

It's been six week since the tragic death of the brave tot

She replied: "I never know how to answer this question but I am feeling like every day it's getting harder to get used to what happened.

"Every day feels like I am being tortured mentally but I am taking small steps. I know I have to do this and keeping Azaylia's name alive is key.

"Azaylia's charity is so important I know it will help me once her charity is up and running because this way I'll be able to help as many people and I can. She is my hero."

Another fan then asked how the tragedy has impacted her and Ashley's relationship.

Safiyya was asked how she was doing by a fan
(Image: miss_safiyya_/Instagram)

She visited Azaylia's grave on Sunday, six weeks after they said goodbye
(Image: miss_safiyya_/Instagram)

She responded: "Yes, we're very strong. We're dealing with so much right now, but we always got each other."

On Sunday Safiyya filmed herself visiting Azaylia's grave where she went to lay a bunch of fresh flowers.

Earlier this week she filmed herself singing there as she sang the words to I Wanna Be Like You from The Jungle Book, which the couple used to sing to their baby, and If You're Happy and You Know It.

The mum "feels like I am being tortured mentally"
(Image: (Picture: @miss_safiyya_/Instagram))

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She told her followers: "She's so precious. I love her so, so much. My heart aches all the time when I leave from here."

She also spoke about her grief, admitting she has been struggling to carry on as normal.

She continued: "Here I am another day existing. That's what I kind of call it at the moment.

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"I feel like I'm just existing in the world.

"I don't really feel like I've got much purpose at the moment. I've just got presence here in Earth.

"But I've got myself to the gym, popped into town, and I've just come down to my little baby. Can't find peace in my day and can't relax until I'm here with her."